i like this.

When I think about you not being here with me (I actually think about you all the time), it makes me sick to my stomach. I miss you so much it physically hurts. Whenever I talk about you, I feel a knot in my throat. I can’t picture myself with anyone but you. And time goes by and does it’s crazy thing but, how I feel doesn’t change, it never goes away, even when I hate you for leaving me, for not loving me enough, it doesn’t weather. How I cried myself to sleep wishing I could feel you close to me one more time. How I wish I could just stop feeling because it hurts so much. I want to move on, I want to walk away and just remember you every now and then as someone I was fond of. I’m tired and frustrated because I don’t understand you, I don’t know what it is that you want or feel… sometimes I think you don’t even know that yourself. I can go and conquer the world and make my wildest dreams come true but, in the end you are not here. I feel as if I lost a part of me, you took and I want it back. I play it cool, I cry when no one sees me, I dream of you. I’m in hell.

唱歌的人歌聲不好，不過歌詞我很喜歡，很有意義

得到這麼多　怎麼感覺未快樂
走得這麼近　是否真正沒隔膜
開心這麼多　為何活著如幻覺
爛醉擁抱哼句歌　然後又　又怎麼

前行萬里捨不了當初　你早掉低我　但沒有別離過
旁人帶著艷羨　來說實在期望想做我
但我一顆心　卻永遠反鎖

人來人離這麼多　從來無人進入心窩
永遠記住前事我也覺得折磨　如早已預知的後果
如何愛清楚　日落提示分針下的歲月如梭
若果繼續這樣傻　我都失笑感觸我
看著時日過　我還在等什麼