Happiness

Someone missed me today. That feels good. I miss being missed. It makes me feel very loved.

my baby baby girl

My little girl is sick. Very very sick. She’s in the hospital and has to stay there for a few days. The prognosis is not good. I feel like I failed her.

I love her so much, but I have to watch her get frailer and frailer, and I cannot do anything about it all. I would give my life for her, but I can’t even do that for her now.

I lost Wenxiang. That was ok, cos I had my Hakuku. But now, god wants to take away my Hakuku too. I can’t deal with this.