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Cheater

March 27, 2006

When we were out the other day, I heard a shocking news that one of the girlfriends had been cheating on one of the brothers whilst he'd been on an exchange program. It kinda shocked me cos I never thought she was that kinda person. We'd even gone on a holiday together and we had a really fun time. I duno, I thought she was nice. 

The jaw-dropping thing is that she wouldn't have confessed if she hadn't made the greatest faux pas of her life: she sent an sms meant for the other guy to the brother. He was willing to give her a chance, but she didn't want to take it.

I feel so sorry. I've always thought this brother was one of the sweetest boyfriends, hell he IS sweeter than my boyfriend. I can't imagine why this girl would dump him. In fact, I don't know how anyone could cheat on the boyfriend, pretend everything is alright, visit the boyfriend for a month, and just continue on with her two-timing lying, cheating life. No matter what excuses you make, the whole two-timing, lying and cheating thing is just so wrong. 

When I called my boy, he was so shocked. Cos the two of us thought they would last, that they would get married and everything. I guess you can never tell. What about me then? Is my seemingly perfect relationship actually in cracks and tatters? I don't know. I try not to worry about this sort of crap, I know the boy doesn't like it, but yknow me…I just can't help thinking rubbishy, dumb thoughts.

It's going to be 5th April soon. That would be my 39 months anniversary, and about 8 months till I see him again. I guess it's not so long after all? Time is passing even as I grouch about it.

I miss you, ting. Somehow, your presence makes me feel a bit more relaxed, not so stressed, and loads happier :)